Babye Jabawockye

Heyyo !!!
I'm Sharifah ...
Usually known as BabyeShasyaSpade
I'm gud , swyt , nt ht temptered aand veri nice
I luv hanging out wit frenz ...
partying ...
Werking ...
aand juz abt everythink else ...
I dance , sing aand ply percussi0n ...
I grow a yr older on 1808 ...
Im currently 15 waiting to turn 16 ...
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Monday, January 11, 2010

15:21

i wanted to post it fer awhile nw...
bt i couldnt...
so i'll post nw...

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kau bkn milik ku...
tepi pantai aku diri mikirkn mu...
terpkr,agar biarkn waktu...
hapus semue keshygan ku terhadap mu...
*! =[yakin kn aku tuhan dia bkn milik ku]= !*
i promised my self to nvr luv...
bt wat cn i do...
if i cant help myself...
my luv to u is forbidden...
forbidden frm my lyfe...
forbidden frm my heart...
forbidden frm my mind...
so0 listen...

the simple u do reali hurt mie...
i'm breaking!!!
i hav a feeling tat u juz used mie...
u apologize...
*! =[WTF]= !*
sumtimes i feel tat u 4get tat i'm alive....
did u regret holding mie?
wat hurtz th most was being too close...
i can take a few tears...
i dun mind crying...
once in a while...
even if it still hurt...
no more laying in yr armz!!!

tiz iz th sound of a broken heart...
you juz took my luv...
*! =][My heart has 3 parts][= !*
i just lost 2 of thm...
cn i survive with juz 1 left???
my heart was torn...
because of th many things i burden by myself...
counciller said =
[i kept to0 much hurt...
i hav a hard cover...
bt ive been scarred...
1 to0 many times...]
i cant say its a lie...
i cant say its a fact...
no matter how i feel,
no matter how it hurts,
no matter how painful...
i kept a smile on my face...
kept tat unchangeable mask...
th mask tat kept mie alive...
ive been soo happie to keep my feelings to myself...
i dun wanna be a burden to anione...
bt i juz knoe i am...
i juz make people hav problemz whn im thre...
was thre even a reason for my existence???
am i juz am empty vessel???
a soul tat knoes no feelings???
i olwaes giv a stone face...
even if i feel lyke crying,hitting or screaming...
for mie,it was useless doing those things...
tats y im olwaes thre for th people who show tears,anger,fear,luv etc...
even untill people sae im juz too kind...
tat people accuse mie of having bad intentions...
my heart is weakening by th sec...
cn i survive whn i totally lose my heart???
My luv...
whn i lose tat last particle of my heart...
ol my luv will fade away...
and i will nvr sae tat i luv sum1 again...
ever...

TH END

Ybroken hearts take time to heal;;